Saturday, March 12, 2011

Déjà vu...?

ある男友人からの電話のせいで、急にちびはいろいろを考えている… (∂_∂) Chibi & her family knew him for quite a while, they met through his grandmother about 5 years ago, and he's someone that Chibi has always through of as her elder brother.

Two days ago, he called and told Chibi that he wants to meet up for lunch or dinner, and just as always, Chibi agrees right away. But he continues by saying that Chibi must NOT bring Ⓑ-chan this time... [??] He then carry on by saying how Ⓑ-chan is grown up now, that Chibi should stop caring so much for her & should stop bringing her everywhere she goes... (O_O) What?! [Chibi starts to feel a little weird by then...] The reason Chibi brings Ⓑ-chan everywhere is not only because she is Chibi's baby sister, it's also because she is one of Chibi's best friend!! Plus, what's wrong with bring Ⓑ-chan along for lunch with him? He has been a family friend, and they've known each other for so long.

Chibi seriously had no clue why he sounded so upset on the phone. He kept on telling Chibi that Ⓑ-chan knows what he's talking about [??? Honestly, Chibi asked Ⓑ-chan afterward, and she was just as clueless as Chibi] What is he talking about? He finally made it really clear
"Chibi, what don't you understand? I like you. I'm interested in you. I want to date you."
∑(゚Д゚;) ← that's exactly how Chibi reacted when she heard that from her phone... Totally Speechless. What the fudge is he talking about?! He said he had been trying to ask Chibi out on a date for the longest time, but Chibi always bring Ⓑ-chan along or couldn't make it at the end. He said he wanted A Date not to Hang Out... Uh? (._.) Agh... Chibi so very confuse right now... (>_<) Chibi never felt anything special between the two of them, he never really said anything until now.

After this phone call, Chibi seriously started to think about all the times they had spent together in the past years... The truth is, Chibi has always treated him the same why she treats her own elder brother. How come his feelings for Chibi is completely different than how Chibi feels about him? (-_-) Did Chibi did something before that sent him the wrong messages? Highly doubtful.

While Chibi's still all confused and weird out by what happened, the worst part is this is actually starting to feel like a Déjà vu...... Chibi actually had a similar situation with another guy friend before, Chibi thought he is just a good friend for the longest time, then all of a sudden, totally out of nowhere, he told Chibi he has special feelings about Chibi (◎o◎) Now that Chibi has been giving a good thought about all her friends in life, these two are the only two guy friends that Chibi knows that does not have a girlfriend right now... Chibi has been a strong believer of pure friendships between a guy & a girl, but what's happening in her life right now is getting a bit too freaky for Chibi ( ̄^ ̄)

Sometimes ignorance is bliss (-_-) Chibi is a simple girl, she treats all her friends the same, and has always thought friendship is suppose to be unisex... Maybe Chibi should start to give it bit more thoughts before agreeing to any of her currently-single guy friend's invitation now... *deep sigh* Chibi is not losing sleep over this issue right now, but she does think about it a lot whenever her mind is free during the day... Chibi just don't like this weird feeling at all (´д`)

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